I started the year full of optimism, but instead, I am facing many failures.
Sniffing at my Airbnb business
Last year I closed my Airbnb business. A business that was producing thousands of dollars per month.
I closed it because I was annoyed with all the emails and responsibilities. I felt that I was above answering emails. I was too good for the hand that was feeding me.
In retrospect, I regret my impulsiveness. I was a princess and I fell on my face.
Losing my SEO gig
Here is where my life has turned south.
I had a nice recurring contract with an SEO company in England, producing content, and I was enjoying it. But then they stopped hiring me.
My dance school is suffering a slow death
My dance school had been feeding me for over 10 years, but I got tired of doing the marketing necessary to keep it alive. I just lack the energy. So the dancing business is suffering a slow death.
Giving up on my podcast
I lost momentum.
After 14 months of podcasting, one day, out of exhaustion, I just quit. I just didn’t do it anymore.
Podcasting was a rewarding activity. I learned a lot, and I got to speak to some amazing people, but it was too time consuming and it wasn’t contributing anything to my bottom line.
This year I have nothing
So here I am this year with nothing. It’s almost like starting from zero.
So, what’s the plan for 2019?
I still have some dance classes to provide some cash flow. I have some real estate that also helps out. But I have two new projects where I am putting my heart.
1. Photography
2. Organizing events.
Photography
My photography business is picking up little by little. It’s not enough to pay for my food, but it does contribute. I believe that by the end of 2020, I will be able to make a living as a photographer.
Event Organizer
I want to start organizing events, or/and business conferences. I lack the self-confidence, the know-how, the contacts. But I have the desire, the passion. I have organized a few events in the past. I will organize a few more events in the future and eventually, I will learn enough, I will believe in myself enough, and I will have enough connections to make it a reality.
Update: October 2020
In 2019 ended up being a good year. All the failures I predicted didn’t materialize.
- My SEO gig picked up again.
- My photography business did well as well.
- The dancing was a low but consistent source of revenue.
- The stock market had a great year and my portfolio went up 20%.
- The event organizing didn’t work out.
- I did continue podcasting
- 2019 was not full of failures.
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